Assalamualaikum!!

Planned to pont* just now...haha...and yah Iam still ironing my clothes at 930am...hehe.
There's this stupid game that we played just now! Fun3! We actually have to guess our friend’s parents and grandparents name...It's so freaking funny lar. We were like laughing out load! First of all, that particular person have to tell the first alphabet of the name*...as well as the syllables .Take for example, "Maria". So that person can only say the alphabet "M" as well as the number of syllables which is 3. The funny moments comes during the guessing period. We just let out any words and guess the name. And in fact, some words are not meant for a name lar..haha. Anyway...It might be unclear to explain the exact game structure to you guys lar...never mind about that...the important part was that we've fun lar.=)) Ouh yah!
About guessing our current crush!! The girls were so sensitive! In fact most of us were sensitive...Even don't dare to say out the first alphabet of the person* names...yah I know it's soO personal...but at least I know somebody into someone and Iam out of my way...to prevent any unforeseen circumstances...and yah I lied about my crush! Muhahaha!! Sorry guys! Frankly speaking I don't have any crush at the moment..Muahaha!! I am a Liar! I have no choice but to lie cos* I want to know people's crush...If I dont say..then others wont say so yah..I lied!hehehe sorry!
Moving on with Silat...I guess somebody not talking to me...Maybe angry with me on something...never mind about that, I am sorry to whom it may concern again...=x[Pdam dengan Muke aku]
Smoking?? oklah...It's hard to quit actually. But I am glad that right now, Iam not addicted to cigarettes anymore...I am not. and its good actually. I am so happy to say that now..my throat hurts alot!=D!!! Serve me right yah!
Hmmm yah! I want to watch "Mohandas Gandhi movie"now!!!! I like!!!
I am checking outZ bye!

I've deleted the recent post...It's ok for me to lose my lungs but its not ok for me to lose my friend. I am sorry.

Iam quiting it.

AssalamualaikuM


Hah...Before I start of with my normal surfing at this period of time...well its only 1:40 Am, I want to share what I feel right now. I am so pleased with myself [Alhamdulillah]

I start of the day with my chop2* job. I just love my job to the max...but at times I am just too tired to work heh. OK well, Uncle told me that my mum and bro is moving to condo in few days time. I was like woOaH. I was pausing a moment upon hearing what uncle told me.

He smile and says,” Boy, you're young and you also can make it just like her and other people". I know I can make it and I can and will change my own way of living.[InsyaAllah]
I guess the more I go to work, the more motivated I am to achieve what I want. I suppose the enermy that I have to face right now is the "laziness" in me. This goes to other people as well. It's never to late for me to buck up...=)
Holiday is coming again...and I want to cancel off my trip to Indonesia. InsyaAllah, I'll follow Om to somewhere else this coming June. There’s somewhere further to meet her daughter yeaH.
Oh I can't wait for FYP! Oh seriously I am waiting.Hehe. Hmm... Let see what I can do with the team with only one guy. Hmm…Should I just relax and ask the girls do their job…or should I just bully them or hmmm is it the other way round…HAHA.

God just show me the right pathway I should follow right now [Alhamdulillah] =D. I am so thankful to God.

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillaah...

I am Sooooo Satisfied today! It's my first time donating my blood...Iam soooooOOo...proud of myself. At first, I was so scared and nervous about the needle* but then the power of my heart just push my mind into doing good deeds..Chey! I am able to overcome my fear of needle at lastYeaH!. I want to donate again this April, InsyaAllah klau panjang umur.

I skipped stamina training for silat just now! Waste my time bringing running shoe and attire...Heavy..Heavy! Anyway Just now I felt so guilty actually...I disturb a sick* gal friend of mine.I mean she's really unwell lar...she was so piss off with me and really hit n punch my shoulder...It's okay lar..it's my fault in the place...I am sorry ok...I am just teasing you..maybe my intention is to cheer you up...erm yah take care...

Moving on with silat again... Iam so wrong just now to ask a gal to hold the pad! then she get injured!! Oh man!! I am sorry again to whom it may concern okies....I am guilty to you u noe!!I cant really sleep well today...coz i hurt u really bad...You also take care tau!! Haiz...Nevermind2...Silat peoPle strong waDD!!

What else eh..?hmmMMMm Thats about all for today la.. :)

Assalamualaikum

Assalamualaikum

Helooo...heehee

I Wake-up late for work just now! Haha..at least I came to help...but yah he got angry. My brother was helping me just now...err he's not helping but accompanied me heh..anyway he's there to cheer me up. At least got some people to talk to yah... As days goes by, I notice that my brother do show some careness to me...even more. Caring sibling huh! ANiway Om and mum bring us to Al-Azhar to eAT just now. I was like HuH* cos i've just eaten Nasi Goreng seH..but thinking back, its been long time since all of us eat together..so yah..agree with it.

To cut it short, hilarious moment happened just now..heh. After knowing Om for quite some time..now then I realise he eat aloT! He ordered a lot of food..only for him..haha! Later he ask waiter* for "lunch box"...and that waiter*bring in "light coke"...then when he said it was wrong and ask again for "lunch box", he bring a guy to serve us...we were like laughin..is the guy deaf or waDD. Maybe that guy name is "YaCcoB"..Haha.

"LuNcH BoX"."LIgHt CoKe"." YaCcOb" Sound the same meh?? haha

HmM

Okla going to sleep soon..TiReDD! I wanna make fUll use of my young energy..

People say I look like my mum...Hmmm maybe lar eh..heh

Performace at NLB

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Assalamualaikum...
Peace upon everyone reading this post.

Peace to whom it may concern.
Peace to whom that hate me.

I am just too tired to blog right now but I think I need to.
Oh mighty God! Please lead me to the right pathway...and show me the right decision I should do and shouldn't. Oh God..please make me strong within me.

I dont know whether I should post this entry in this blog instead of the other unknown blog I have. I guess people DO hate me cause I am doing something very veRy bad..that is to love someone I really CARE of…although I can’t really show it.TAkpelah...biarlah pergorbanaanku ini ikhlas semata2...Aku harus tabah menghadapi lintangan yang berlaku di dlm hidupku ini...InsyaAllah...Allah Maha Besar..DIA Bahkan mengertahui akan apa yg terjadi pada diriku sekarang dan selanjutnya...

There's a reason to all the things I do…
The reason…
To why I enter silat??
To why I "sacrifice-mine"??

To why my blog is name that way??
To why I quite smoking??
To why I keep being single??

U might be surprise cos' only one answer to explain all…
I better shut-up!!!!

[Engkaulah Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang] Ya Allah…Ringankanlah kerisauan dan beban yang di pikul oleh hamba-hambaMu Ya Allah...Berikan lah pertunjuk bagi mereka supaya diri mereka tenang bila ingin berhadapan denganMu ya Allah...Amin


How I wish that I could migrate far far away…away from this country and don’t come back anymore…If that's the only way...

aza willing to do it!!!

Assalamualaikum

I am hungry!!! First thought in mind heh... Its 3.09AM.I just can't sleep early these days. I don't know why...maybe because in the middle of the night~the environment is so peace~ the best time for me to do my surfing as well as gain my knowledge. My granddad once told me that he learnt well at night...well I guess I follow his style thou.

Oh yah...Just now I went to NUH for my check-up. I took train there alone and I must tell you guys that the train ride just makes me realizes something. About the MALAYS...about the MATs. Sigh*

My race... having tattoos all around the body? Disturbing innocent girls in train?? Haiz...sad for them.[May God show the right pathway for them and for me too]

Later, while waiting for the bus... I saw two MALAY Bapok! So disgusting! When they laught...it was like Hha..Hha..Hha..and not Ha Ha Ha...Funny. When I look at them, they look at me...so I turn to other side to act as if I am looking at other places...then when I look at them again...they still look at me you know! I was like...eeeeeeeeyuckks stop it man! I was praying for the bus to arrive faster seh...heh.

Well I officially have sinus infection although I know it from young lar...and I need to use that nasal spray for like one month...and go for check-up again...I hope this infection will move away from my life after this. InsyaAllah.


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Thanks a lot. I really do love you dear and hope that we'll overcome the Up and Down of our life together...InsyaAllah.

Assalamualaikum...

helooo...oklah i update. Lazy and tired lar. Its 2.24 Am. Why am I not sleepinggg?? hehe [leh tanye lagi eh] Well..a few things happens few days back. Silat training...OUh yaH!! hahaha..got smelly partner for Silat performance this coming Open House...Hehe!! Sorryla partner...joking only...you know i know lar eh..

Next...about the PP's proposal! It's approved but i haven start clutch in yet..[sound like driving seh hah]...I haven't start my PP yet. All because of the remarks they give. I guess I've wrote too convincing enought till they remark it as if i am doing on some bIg company like that seh..haiyo...Gonna email that guy back just to make it clear. If settle then i'll start fasten up my belt and be ready to speed-up...hehe [driving..driving...]

Ouh yah..I've notice that I've been changing and changing my blog music and it's usually a malay song somemore. Sorry to non-malay cos' u guys cnt understnd lei..Anyway...I heard this unknown song from radio while chopping* just now...The lyric is powerful..Credit for that. Furthermore, it's a Singaporean singer..woah! Hidden talent thou.

Oklah...I'll update when Iam free again okiesss..

For now, take care and enjoy every second of your life okiess..

BYE!

Assalamualaikum

My sister and Me...Its been along time since we both took picture together...

ANyway..the thing haanging behind us is some small artwork of weapons of moroland
Both of Us..nothing to do...Such a good brother I've got...I'll meet u often bro!!
COnfuse me! Teach me how to smile...!! hehe

I've just said I've got good brother...hmm ya Ya..

good laaa...hehehe

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Assalamualaikum

It's 4.25am...busy searchin' somthin...

well i guess i've found somthin to share with you guys

Read it and think about it..=)

This is the story that must be told of an Iraqi baby, not very old.
Lying in her crib one star lit nightHow could she know of those planes in flight?
She lay there quietly touching her nose,Watching her mobile, wiggling her toes,
Oohing and cooing, so sweetly is she,Talking to someone, who could it be?
An angel is standing with her in the room.The baby is smiling, unaware of her doom.
The crib starts to shake and the mobile goes round.And suddenly comes a most deafening sound.
The ceiling drops in, in a second or two ...On top of her crib so she ceases to coo ...
No one knows how long she lie thereWho thought about it? doesn't anyone care?
Is she alive? is she dead? Is she in any pain?Now that you mention it, who knows her name?
Her name is Amal. In English we say Hope.Crushed between the rubble,her tiny fingers start to grope.
Where is my mommy? I love her so dearCome, get me mommy! It's dark in here!
I'm scared and I'm hungry and I can't see my feet.There's blood in my mouth! Give me something to eat!
Where is my daddy? Where's my big brother?It hurts when I breath! Where is my mother?!
How long have I been here? Is this just a dream?I open my mouth, but can't even scream.
That angel appears once again to my side,This time with a tear I plead Why have I died?
Am I alone in my sufferings? No, there are many others.In our grief and our misery, we are sisters and brothers.
Who are we? I ask you ... for what crime did we die?They're throwing a party! Doesn't anyone cry?!
Is it True? Am I nothing?! How could it be?Don't they also have babies, just like me?
It is war they say, of which death is part.How blind they've become, How hardened of heart.
Did someone say hero? To whom do they speak?A victory claimed for killing the weak?!
Why are they happy? Why are they proud?Don't they know that I'm cold in my burial shroud?!
No war has been won; No ifs, buts, or maybes,They've Only Killed Babies!!!!

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Assalamualaikum!

It's a brand new year! Wuhooo!
All rite..
Last year, on the 31st of Dec was Hari Raya Haji. Well, I must tell u guys that I wrap up the whole year with a day of full satisfaction in me. It was my first time helping the mosque the whole day and its was soO fuN.
The day begins early in the morning when I met Danial for prayers. Then, after we successfully done our prayer, I waited for this uncle of mine while Danial when off to meet his Granddad.
I'll waited for this uncle for quite some time cos' he prayed in the West with my bro and I’m in the East thou.
[I've told myself that I'll only start my job only when he comes cos' I need some kick start*]
When he arrived, he played plan b'.
He told me that there were to much chopper there so he bring me to Darussalam Mosque in Clementi. When we reach there, all the sheep have been slaughtered…heh and people were eagerly chopping off the parts for distribution.
I saw Fir....and I remembered that he was chopping of the head* cos' he wants the brain....( Is it nice...sheep's brain?? I dun noe..)
Yah..and I saw u too Eza..heh...(Awak masak ker peRR..gd to hear that but I didn't get to taste it gal…sO dissapointed…heh)
and i Missed NanA haha...I went off and she came..awww. Never mind. Meet you in school den.
Darussalam system and Ghufran was soO difFerent. Darussalam was more like picniC kind-food..radio..and stuff and a lot of family working as a team to clean-off the parts. While Ghufran was more to teenage helpers from Madrasah school- Wak tanjong, Al-Maarif...etc.
I guess Ghufran got more sheep then Darusallam...
Next, proceed to Hasanah Mosque in Teban Garden. When we reached there, they were like cleaning up...so fast. I guess they got less sheep too. So uncle decides to go to Assyakirin Mosque.
Upon reachin' he called the In-Charge (some Uztaz), if they need our help there. You know what...? That guys told him that 70 more sheep in Ghufran have not been slaughter yet...hmmm.
{Dengan tidAK membuang mase, kite pecUt dari Barat hingga ker Timor untuk memberi pertolongan...chey! heh
So yah...we reach there around 1 plus. Chop-chop till Magrib...(6 plus)
Ouh yah...there's one sheep managed to escape from the so called cage and it run all the way to the swimming complex area..DamN FUnny scenes...People were chasing it like crazy! { kecoh bangeet!!}..hehe.
I guess they managed to catch it...lucky them.
Meet new pretty hansome people there. It was FunNNN lar...hehehe{exaggerate mode}
Okay lah...sleeping mode is on the way.
SoO Happy New Year to all..bye
Assalamualaikum