Assalamualaikum

Hello guys...I guess it's time to update...
It's already 450am...Haiz HAiz haIZ!!!...I've been thinking about my life, my health, my future, my family so much. Fuh! Time is running damn fast yah. It seem to me like it's only yesterday that I just enter poly, but now I'm into year three already. I am super worried about my future Lar... After poly life I don't know where I should head to beside NS! I need a degree to at least end up my school life man! I don't want to end it by just getting a diploma cert only! What a waste of my time Lar. I've been searching for Australia University just to check the tuition fees and stuff. I need $25000 man!! I really can't afford it at this period of time. Headache! By hook or by crook I need to use my own money to get a degree! Arggg...I don't think my parents or even my grandparent can help me on...even if they can...I really don't have the heart to let them pay for me. Fuh! Malaysian University?? Indian University?? Argggg!!! It's not that I don't want to try local University, but it’s just that I can't really make it here... But I've been thinking...SIM? Part-time student for 5-years??...Hah! I don't know Lar...very confusing. In Australia, I don't need to worry about where I should stay because according to him* I've got place to stay...hmmM! If Malaysian University, I don't know whether it's recognizes world wide lar..If it's in India...communication problem!! You know what?! I better stop talking about my future! It's making me go crazy and wild...even while typing! ARRgggGGgggG!

Okay Lar...for the past few days I've been smiling, laughing, crapping! It's been so great and fun to mingle around with family and friends since I'm single...Haha!! Been to mum's place and when to swimming pool!! Ahh that Jacuzzi was super cool!! Mum's neighbors got this super huge dog…damn scary but the dog is so beautiful...it’s exactly like the dog in "lassie the film" Nice right! But unfortunately I can't touch it. Hmmm, beside her house...I've been to SAF Yatch Club! Oh my God! The candle light dinner! The food! The BIg orange PraWns! the crayfish's tail meAT! The limited crabs! Haha! yummy2! Not forgetting his* speed boat modified with his super cool sound system! Power Lar~! And I get the chance to hold the steering wheels and moving aimlessly! Haha! Not that complicated to be the captain hah! Hehe ya right!


Not forgetting my buddies! Zul, Umar and lots more! Danial not in Singapore...will meet him when he come back Lar...To ZuL and Danial, I know I'm wrong cos* I'm moving far from you guys lately. There’s this stupid reason that I've made to cover up my act...Definitely, I miss the fun that we had last time...HAha! The KL trip, the JB trip, the bowling trip. Lots more Lar eh! So, right now I want to prove to you guys that I'm back to the normal me already!! Haha!! Oh yah! Normal me without cigarrete…Oppz! I'll be meeting you guys often I guess...when is JB trip huh? heh!

Enough said already...later I got Silat lei. I haven't sleep yet lei..haiyo! I'm thinking of going jogging with Mai and maybe other silat friends...Mai is fat! haha! Seriously I'm kidding mai! Hehe!
About jogging??? I'll make the decision later cos* right now I need a rest first!! haha!

chiow!

Assalamualaikum!

AchoOoo!
Down with terrible Flu! Four panadols at one shot! What a day. Still have the time for blogging huh?? Heh...I guess I am losing weight this holiday! I hate this...I don't want to be less than 60kg! From 63kg down to 61kg…And now?? haiyo! Teach me how to gain weight people! Haha! Been eating only 1 meal per day! More worst, at times I only eat junk food...ouh yah today I ate 2 oranges, three packets of M&N chocolates...and few cups of Nescafe and a can of Pepsi...No rice!...I don't have the appetite to eat la! haiz...( I am reaching for that Green apple in the fridge later...heh)

Haha! I just did some research about the food that I eat... Surprisingly, some food can improve my mood and brainpower...Oily fish like salmon, sardines and mackerel help the brain function more efficiently...hmmm I don't know about that. Ouh yah, caffeine in coffee, tea and cola drinks can cause anxiety, depression and nervousness. Err whatever it is...all I know right now is that I am having a very unhealthy diet lifestyle...hah! I've skipping breakfast lately! And that's really bad for me lar...haiyo.

Well...in case you guys wondering what's well-balanced diet looks like…emmm yah take a look at this~
A well-balanced diet includes food from the five main food groups. These are:bread, cereal (including breakfast cereals) and potatoes (starchy foods), fruit (including fresh fruit juice) and vegetables, meat and fish, milk and dairy foods, and fat and sugar.
ps: wanna know more...go do your own research lar!!...hehe!

Since I post it online...hah I better be sure that I eat well... Btw, I need at least 2500 calories intake...just to balance my food?? I'll just try la...heh.

I am Smiling...=)

tHe suN Going To risE soON! THe alaRM Is rinGIng!
CHiow!

Assalamualaikum

How's the drawing above! Cool right?! haha! I wanted to draw my own portrait but end up like that…But not bad lar...it only takes me like 1 hour plus to finish it... Not too much effort I suppose.

I watched Indonesian movie on TV just now. Upon looking at the rural scenery there, I wanna tell you guys that I Miss Indonesia so much!! The kids! Fuh! They might be waiting for me this holiday but sadly I can't make it dear. I promise them that I'll be coming during this holiday but unfortunately I've got important stuff to do here.. :( InsyaAllah...I will meet you guys there soon..

Kids just make my day! Yah playing around with my boys...haha!
They just love video games! Even my laptop's games! haha! Btw, have I mention to anyone before that I prefer boys* than girls...ouh yes.[*kid eh..not big guys!]
Maybe because surround me I only see naughty and stubborn girls...haahaa! Only the boys listen to his abang...haha Just love them. Not that I don't like girls...I like them too!

Haiz! Actually I've been listening to AA gym song from the start of my blogging till now. Only to god that I get the calmness that I've wanted...Alhamdulilah.. Because of that conversation that he had earlier on...he's so down. Why must He still love someone that keeps hurting him although he knows that particular someone don't even care about it? Haha! Why must He still miss that someone so much although he knows that particular someone don't even realize that he exist? Coolness huh?! Why must he unintentionally let out tears in front of that particular someone although he knows that, his precious tears that he have doesn't mean anything to that particular someone at all? This is what I called madness! Haha! I guess this guy is damn stupid fella la. Sacrificing what he got just to make that special someone of him to be happy?? For what?!! She not even happy and comfortable with you although you are! Maybe she hate you...come on!Look into the mirror you dumbo! You are a useless toy! Shame on you! Seem like I am so angry with him eh..haha! Forget about him la...eh

HAH!..He just can't move on *cause to him if the love still there....he'll keep waiting for her...and he wanna apologies for any harsh words that he says...

Well this song rocks my sock!! Maciam pernah dengar aje sentence nie! Muahaha!

Here's the lyric!

Jagalah Hati
Jaga.. Jaga... Jaga... Jaga... Jagalah hatimu

Jangan... Jangan... Jangan biarkan kotori hatimu

Jagalah hati jangan kau kotori

Jagalah hati lentera hidup ini

Jagalah hati jangan kau nodai

Jagalah hati cahaya illahi

Bila hati kian bersih, pikiran pun kian jernih

Semangat hidup kan gigih, prestasi mudah diraih

Namun bila hati busuk, pikiran jahat merasuk

Ahlak kian terpuruk, jadi mahluk terkutuk

Bila hati kian suci, tak ada yang tersakiti

Pribadi menawan hati, ciri mukmin sejati

Namun bila hati keruh, batin selalu gemuruh

Seakan dikejar musuh, dengan Allah kian jauh

Bila hati kian lapang, hidup sempit tetap senang

Walau kesulitan datang, dihadapi dengan tenang

Tapi bila hati sempit, segalanya makin rumit

Seakan hidup terhimpit, lahir batin terasa sakit

Alhamdullilah, thanks God for making me who I am today...I don't need big houses, big cars...luxury stuff... Aku bershukur dgn apa yg ku miliki...=) Alhamdullilah.

Assalamualaikum

testingtestingtesting!! 123!!!

Assalamualaikum!

Happy Valentine's DAy to my Grandparent!!! It might be late but yah...I don’t care!
I don’t really celebrate V-day, as a Muslim, we are not allowed yah. Let not say about celebrating it but I just make it as a moment for me to realize the love that I have for people that I really care and sacrifice what I have just to make them happy...although some people don't realize that. I am just being sincere for what I do ;). The up’s and downs’ in relationship is tough! Through trust, patient, sacrifices, true love, true cares,...basically a lot of thing that I need to know to build a stable relationship just like them.=) 5o plus years of marriage...congratz!!
[I really hope that I can spend that day with you but I guess I had a great day the next day ;))...Thanks!]

It’s Holiday!!!Its Working Day!!!..Haha!


Well...I am so lethargic this few days. I dont know why. My chest still hurts!! [Yah after being slam into by big giant that day..haha!!] Nevermind about that. My feet still hurts and that explain why I don’t walk fast...hah! I need some vitamins!!...Anyway I ate plenty of oranges this days...Uncle bought two boxes of oranges and left it in his shop and there I goes eating it non-stop when am bored...so not to worry about vitamins anymore I guess! haha..

I went to Chong Pang Hawker centre in the evening to buy 10 fillet O fish at Macdonald...the kids just loving it! hah! And You now what! I feel like the Hawker centre is being curfew and it’s like everybody vanished without any reason. All shops closed! Except for MacDonald, 7-11, Cheers and some Malay/Indian stalls!!
…I forgot its Chinese New year the next day!!...waliow azhar! haha! My minds just make me go crazy!

Tomorrow is a brand new year!!
Yah..to the Chinese. hehe. So to my fellow Chinese friends, Happy CHinese NEw YEar!! GoNg Xi Fa CaI!

Couple of hours left before I head to work…no sleep!
In the mean time, I chow dulu lar eh..haha!
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haiz...
Assalamualaikum!

Assalamualaikum

Haha! Its 3.32 am!! Am I nutz! heh!
(Actually I was reading some facts...i'll linked it at the bottom..)

Anyway....Do I really look like chinese guy!

Everytime at work...China customers will always approach me first. Fortunately, I can speak some basic mandarin language err well...plus some sign language lar..(in case they dont understand)..haha. At times when I really dont understand them, i'll say, "huh?? i dont really understang you cos' I am not a chinese guy" in mandarin....and they will go puzzle and confuse among themself...thinking that why this chinese fella dont understand me..hah...worse part is, they will make deduction that I am a malaysian chinese..hah. ( malaysian chinese cant really speak mandarin that well isit??) What the hell with this CHina Man! This is SIngapore and Not ChiNa lei! Please spEak engLisH!! ArgggG!

By the way, few days back, there's this funny moment in the taxi...still about my looks...haha.
Driver: where're you going sir?
Me: Yishun Ave 5..chong pang
Driver: Alrite..!
Driver: So you just get back from work?
Me: yah..Part-time job ( while glancing at the driver name tag sticking infront).
Driver: As what?
Me: Butcher...(and the name tag says..."mohd...")
Me: You can speak malay??
Driver: Iam a Malay....

Muahaha!!! To cut it short,we were laughin cos' both of us speak english thinking that we're in diff race...
Damn..he really look like chinese guy lar...! with his grey goatee! fair skin! and he thought that I am a chinese guy toO ! haha!

There's this Hot topic that he brings up...
According to him, he really hates the goverment policy on the Malays. (oppz I dont know about this) He hates the word "Singapore"...cos* according to him it has no meaning unless it's "Singapura". and I feel that the taxi getting real on fire and hot when he bring up the topic on Malay School being demolised and the sad part was...he once studied from one of the malay school that was being demolised. He got this stormy looks when bring up the topic...and his voice! so angry... and the story goes blablabla....
I shall not say anymore....

I managed to search on this topic...Its in malay lar...Take your time reading it...Do read the commentz as well. Its just for you info lar...

http://kudaranggi.blogspot.com/2006/10/peminggiran-melayu-singapura-oleh-pap.html

CheerZ!

Nites...time check 431am hahahhaha!!!

I wake-up latE.

Miss the buS.
You smell like roseS.

A lot of Questions in minD.

Really.

Assalamualaikum..

Snacktreat boys - I wanna fat babe

http://www.acreativedesktop.com/games/funny-animation-video.html

To aLL peOple that seEm to feel faT all the time...theRe's this funny cliP for you guy to watch...

WatcH It!! So funny!!

Maybe you guys have seen this before lar...but who cares! I've got it from somewhere..

nana shhh!=X hehehe!

your ass is wider,

than a bus tire,

of you,

i'm not afraid,

i want a fat babe,

eat me,

a whole pound of steak,

finish your whole plate,

it's ok,

that i want a fat babe,

biggie fries, with a 64oz milkshake,

super size, every step is like an earthquake,

your so wide,

queen of eat all you can eat buffet,

i want a fat babe,

thin girls,

are starving,

for what,

we're carving,

what they say, has no weight,

cause i want A FAT BABE

cherry pie, you got that extra cushion,

thunder thighs, much better for the pushon,

slip and slide, next to you i'm always in the shade,

i want a fat babe, magazines and the movie screens,

say thin is the way to be,

but you can't get some the distance, without some resistance,

cause deep down inside of meee,

your ass, is wider,

than a church choir,

eat more(eat more, eat more ,eat more)

i wanna hear yousay your having some shake and bake,

micro heating is always to make, (don't want a skinny bitch)

allen mac beal, she''s who i hate,i want a fat babe,

tell me whyyyyyyy, your diating to lose weight,

that's not right,

tai bo took a way your extra pounds,

i want a fat babe

Muahahaha!!! I like wide ass oppz..Kidding2...No offence but very funny...i WONDER i can get shade or not...Muahaha!

Alright2..Enjoy..chow!