Me and My SOns!! Cute Huh?!...all of them opps..hehe
They got soft..smooth..silky..cheek!! so temptin' to touch..
Like Father like Son...hehe..

hi there...peace!!


I wanna say abt my phone man...damn it..lar. There's this particular person lend my phone and misplace it somewhere. I'm so iritated with him lar. For me, it doesn't matter if i lost the phone but most importantly is the sim card..Anyway it's a prepaid card..Been using this prepaid card for more than 3 years...and i have lost almost 300+ phone no. That's a lot lar...MY goodness...i've lost my old frens's phone no. ARggg..can't contact anymore..fuh!
Anyway i've got brand new phone oredy...and using a postpaid card.. awww man...(new bill need to settle right now) eeeee! It's okaays... Just need to work and work and work..errr..
Right now i just miss my grandmum aloot...i've not been at home for two days oredy been thinkin of her all time.so worry....i need to go home as soon as POsiballl....okies..cheers!

Hey check this cute Boy...I'm searchin'somthin and found this clip...thinkin' that it might be good for a post...Cheers!

I just realise that i did somethin'
really bad and it cos'
misery to others...


I feel that..

Being kind is not appreciated...
Being caring is not appreciated...
Being lovin' is not appreciated...

IF FACT...and perhaps

I'm being burried alive
while being stabbed
while being hanged
and
while being kicked
even so i don't need appreciation
It's sincere from my heart..truely
even so i've move on and
even so i'll keep on committing this crime of
being kind
being caring and
being loving for ALL mankind

I'm sorry
I'm sorry

...please be kind caring and loving to
ur frens
ur family
ur love ones and
...please stop hating one another
...disliking one another
...blaming one another
...killing one another
...mad at one another

please encourage peace upon you
pleace encourage peace upon everybody
...anyone
...even the one
that hurt you..

i'm sorry and please smile always..

Am I wrong to love and cares for someone that don't even bother about me at all? am I?!am I?! Deep deep in me, I just don't wanna kill my sense of love and cares i have for them...eventhough people seem to say that "love them only when they love you"

ya Allah..SesungguhNya Engkaulah Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..ya Allah...

Nabi s.a.w. telah bersabda:
"Janganlah kamu bermusuh-musuhan, jangan benci-membenci, jangan dengki-mendengki, jangan berputus hubungan antara satu dengan yang lain dan jadilah kamu sekalian sebagai hamba-hamba Allah yang bersaudara-mara."

Hey look at this sign..It says
LEARNING AND TESTING OF DRIVING TECHNIQUES IN THIS CAR PARK ARE STRICTLY PROHIBITED...

Guys Know what...i just took my first practical just now ever since i failed my Tp..few months back...and the next Tp is coming soon!!( wiSh me luck this time!)

The Boss of this intructor company drove me to his private house just to change to his manual car...woah!! His house damn big lar..{ My future House..hehe..inSya'ALLAH} From there...i started to drive...and since then he keep praising me of my driving skill..cos' he expected me of not knowing to drive after few months not practising it..emmm...I was indeed very satisfied..Actually, i failed just becoz of that stupid circuit lar..haiyo...Nevermind that..i wanna say abt this sign board and the instructor. HE damm funny and always use vulgar words seh...and just now, i learnt parking at this multi-storey carpark with this signboard at the side...ha ha.. I pointed to him upon looking at that warning board and u noe wat..he said.."fcuk it lar" i was gigling and secretly managed to snap the pic while he arranged the poles..he he..Okays.. that's about all for the updates for now..more pic comin' soon...

Check out this malay Track!...this malay Lady!!... Her Voice...!! Oh man!! I like..her alooot lar...i've been searching for this song for months but i didn't manage to get it...last resort..Youtube..hehe Ironically, she's not popular...sad for her...

Alrite..lets make it short

Today..PCB lesson...We need to go lab. When I reached lab, U noe wat, iam the only student in the class.. DAmn stupid lar...wondering where those guys when too... Then the faci came in, and i was like demanding for 6p in the morning already..hehe To cut it short, few people came in later at 9..and we managed to end the class at 10.30 am.. so cool lar... After that, the class was so bonding together as usuall..[cos we have nothin to do]..so we ate breakfast together and decided to slack at the library... Couple of hour later, we separate sob*..heh
That's for today...alritez...Love Your love ones truely okays..Don't makes them hurt..okies Cheers!

Salutare...

it's been so hilarious just now...Met my beloved fren again(errr)...i start the day as usual woke up late...and came for the meeting late as well...[wednesday need to go sch for meeting seh..damn sich lar] All becoz of the year one's gal--other days they cant make it..so we have No choice. But fortunately today..i'm not the only guy to handle the meeting..Can't stand one of the gals lar...Keep iritates me. Anyways, i called her 'darling', only to iritate her back lar.hehe..That's about it for the meeting....later meet my frens..ZUL,DAN and EDDY. Eddy thought of treating us..den the freaking tragedy happened..At first,me zul and dan were finding the most expensive restraunt to eat since somebody wanted to treat us..we wanted to go to boat quey..hehe, a meal cost $30,40++..that's expensive man...but it's just a joke actually..Think2..we finally decided to eat at sakura Thai cuisine. When the bill comes..you noe wat..Eddy den realise that his master card lost..WTF..( it's not his plan actually) He start blaming us, by thinking that we plank him by keeping his card..No way la..Fortuntely, Zul have some SUMs to cover up the bill..{eddy always lost his thing since we know him...funny lar} That's not the only case..later when three of us enter the train station, Eddy can't get in..Muahaha...he were like "WTF...there's really somthing wrong with You today man" He uses his train concession 4 times already..and he dun even realised it..By then...we keep teasing him lar..hehe...alrite.. Thats about all..it's 1.33 am and i've got to sleep soon...Cheerz!

Heloooooo again...

Woah..i jus need to blog and blog and blog....so much time huh? indeed la. Fuh?!! Alrite...straight to the point.... I MISS HER BADLY..... I dun noe whether she knows tat i have a blog.but if she noes it, still she won't giv a damn on what shit iam blogging on.Nevertheless, I still cares for her alot...Wondering when will be her surgery. Oh man, i hopes she jus fine...haiz Errmm now i think she already succeed in moving on her life and forgetting me....but thats not the case for me lar... I just can't stop thinking of her for even a day...I just can't understand myself...I'm So Foolish lar... How i wish i can chat wif her like i used to be last time...I felt that she ignoring and trying her best to be apart frm Me man...but bottom line is..it's not her fault lar.. I've tried to understnd her...It's hurt me alooot... Rite now...iam just closing my heart and seal it tightly!...I just wanna keep my memories wif her forever in my heart... sory dear..if you read this,just ignore what i've said okays...and have fun wif ur life :)

Stayin' Single and Unavailable....Yeaps. i feel much more better Rite now...
alrite den..Cheerz!!! Update soon!

Helooo! Peace upon u guys! Hehe

Hey i managed to push myself to go to work again...I am Back! Alrite2...There's somthin' i wants to update today...to many tragedies happened. Just now at work...I meet myUsual customers.. Chat here and there..talkin about life as usual.Suddenly there's one unfamiliar bangla customer..ask me for chicken wing.bla bla bla Durin Choppin..i den realise that his face look young..i ask him on his age..to my surprise he told me he's 17 u noe...So young lar!!.. i wonder how he manage to get the job in Singapore with that kind of age..should be above 21 i suppose..Nvm But the main point is..i still salute him..(handling huge responsiblities in supporting his family at that kind of age..woah!!) <Really makes me think> Alrite..Enuff of that oh yah..wanna know some foreign language...I learnt it from my own customer and my uncle..

"Beef"
in Bangbladeshi = 'Guru'
in Tamil= 'Maathe'
in Myannmar= 'Mehtha'
in Mandarin= ' Neu Roh'
in Tagalog='Baka'
in Thai='neur vouv'

Mind the spellin..I jus "hantam"

Heh!...Jus tat for now..a lot lar actually but u guys will be bored lar..okies Cheerz!!

hi peeps..

Oh man...it's 4.29Am in the morning...I haven't sleep yet. Just came back just now from the firework festival thingy at ard 12 plus[managed to catch the last train]...I have to sacrifice my time now to work later. Cos' if i sleep now den i won't be awake later to go to work..Haiz...It's been a while since i'm not working...I need money man...What should i do now? Emm.staring at the laptop..errr Ouh yah..today is Big Zul Birthday. [ Happy Birthday Zulazmie!! if u read this la] alrite2... Usually i reach at the 'pasar' at ard 9am..and iam usually the latest 'chopPer" who reach there..Heh..
So i make sure later i reach there before 7am..[Catch the first bus and train]
It's all abt discipline man...I'm lacking of discipline ever seen I quit badminton..shuck!! Nevermind.....I'm Azhar and i shd get back to my root asap..[insys'ALLAH]Yeaps
Let me tell u guys something disturbing in my mind rite now..
1. I really wanna buckup myself up and moving out of this spell...
2. Make sure i got that enuff sum to payoff my practical lesson
3. Make sure my grades are fine and managed to clear off this semester without failing any modules..[inya'ALLAH]
4.and wondering when will i quit smoking..cos' now no ones cares abt me smokin anymore OPPz....muahaha!!
5.and lastly i still wondering to myself whether shd i play my part again even though i knw tat peo out there jus playin their Games..hmmm i think abt tat.. GAGAGA..


Hey check the video i post...just now..nothin to do la actually...hehe...
it's 5.04am..enuff of bloggin' okies...cheers!!

Some of my Art Work Using Just Paint......

Haiyoooo!! I am feeling restless everyday since last Friday. Why?! I Just can't understand myself. A lots of questions just pop-up out of mind...Haiz.. I miss Old Azhar.. How I wish I can return back in time and be myself like I used to be before...happy go lucky...cheering...Yah..I used to be more discipline last time...Going work almost everydays. Insya’ALLAH...I’LL GET OVER THIS soon.Enuff of blogin' now I'm so sleeppy....Cheers!!Hey I thinking of My “frenâ€‌ again..I miss my “frenâ€‌ a lot…I am being so foolish. Maybe my “frenâ€‌ can’t even catch my name by now..Errrmm.

Malini..tats the Box!!! Take it or leave it!

I Heart You

Check this out!!
My LED Running Light...i've put alot of sweat to this creation.. Cool isn't it?
hey..This"electronic" Art Piece is dedicated to those tat i love...Muahaha!!!

Labby....

....Hellooooz..Peace upon everyBody. I wanna say somthin'about my work...Arggg!! I am damn tired since last Friday. I am not been working for almost Four days!!...let me see..Sat,Sun,Tues,Wed...OMG!! How to save money for my TP test! Need at Least $500...It just around the corner la..I Need EnerGY!!! I've been eating energy pills but still it's not that effective enuff for my body..Haiz..To weak to go on with my current schedules.. It's Okays.. I'll take it positively..People say "Determination Leads to Success"... and it true la..

I'll make sure that i go to work after school tmrw...-money makes the world go round indeed.

This Moon Makes the Day more Bright...Nice!
The Stadium...Nice Pic huh!
Another Here...
Our Singapore Flag... The crowd was so louD!! We were like shouting and cheering when we saw the Huge Flag above Us!
The AirBorn were soooo cool..I like! If iam not wrong there were more then ten parachuteR..heh




















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FlagUp Singapore!!

Ouh Man!!! Iam damn Enjoy just now....muahaha!! I meet My best ever friends, Zul and Dan. It was a last minute plan to meet at kallang to take some "national day" snap. The first thing I do after i reached was to eat..hehe. So hungry lar...Look at the pic...so concentratin'.

Hey...cute smile isn't it..muahaha..ya right! At first there's not too much people but later at around 6+ like that....people start flooding the area. Damn crowdly. There's some techical problem here i guess..with the camera. Eventually, they managed to clear of the "dust" that might be causing the vision of the camera to be faulty,errm. Look at Dan...Testing he's camera to make sure it "ok" for the BIG snaplater on..
While waiting......Nothin to do....snap our pic! Hahaha..

What are you smiling at? So cute la...

Gettin well

Muhahah!!! What a nice finger tip i have...Gettin well soon Yeah Yeah!

Blood

Helooz Peaps.. yeah my recent post was quite sentimental I supposed.(malini you wait...muahaha) Alrite...well last week was full of blood in my shop la. I've been choppin my own finger tips la(Thanks to God cos' I didn't manage to cut off my whole finger muahaha) Erm...It happen last Sunday...I was so busy with wedding projects- with a lot of orders need to prepare...den suddenly cHop* gagaga...part of my nail already gone...ouh... Dammit so painful if u guys can imagine that. Blood just freely dripping out my finger...gagaga.

There's this Bangladesh customer...he's the one that notice the incident. So pity him, my tiny mini finger tips just mixed with his mutton...ewww!!muhahaha. And he doesn't realize that I suppos...muahaha. At that moment I told my workmates( Fir) that I just cut myself. He was like "Ouh man"and trying to help me out.I am like a disable person( delay my work some more) at that moment man..hahaha. I then realize different methods of so called stopping the blood from flowing non-stop.

For Fir, he grab my finger and tied it with a string...indeed the blood stop..( of course lar eh) den the I soaked it in small bucket of ice..(Makes my finger freeze like it gonna break like that) Later there's this stranger from out of nowhere approached me- I show my finger and you now what-he pinch a bit of tobacco from his cigarette and place it on my injured finger...till now I still don't know whether its useful or not. After about 20 minutes sitting at the side (suffering)...I felt a little okay. I really feel like get back to work. [My Uncle once told me that he once got a terrible cut on he's finger lastime…and he still continue working] With that in mind, I forced myself to keep on working...or else pity Fir..gonna work alone..ga ga ga.

My Uncle came late...I though he gonna say somthin about my finger But You Know What…look at the conversation
Me> I just cut myself…
Uncle> Ouh really…Good For You…( clapping hand)
Me> What the hell…talking to myself- hey he don’t care about me.
Uncle> I’ll increase your rank…
Me> Huh?
He’s damm sarcastic la...but I know he's just trying to make me feels that cut. bruises.pain.blood is just a part and parcel of a Chopper Guy..( yeah malini..muahaha)

To cut it short…three days later, My Uncle had a terrible cut on his finger. Oppzz….You Know what I do…muahahaha. Alright I don’t need to say that.
Ahhh!!! Very sleepy..Gonna grab my pillow soon…It keep up later Bubye!

UpRight...

Woah!! Heh...Peace upon everybody!! This is my first eVer post...first eVer blog...I've creates. While typin' I just wonder who wants to read this post...(such a low profile guy I am..heh) Well, I start with the reasons why I just feel like want to have a blog. Well...I just feel down this few days or weeks. I just can't concentrate on my work...( I still love and miss.....badly)Haiz. I just need to express myself HeRe... Emmm, during this "down" period I should say, I have done a lots of reflection on myself...Some people just don't appreciate me...I guess. Hmm, I tent to realize who I am .What have I done to make myself to be better man..??? What have I done for my family?? Have I bring about at least a smile to my grandMOM??...grandDAD??...My dad...??My mum...?? Arggg!!! Oh man..God pls give me strength to at least show my appreciation to them. After all this while they have made me to be who I am now...(Oh God...thanks aloooott) I just can't take it ...lookin' at grandMoM...By holdin her hand, I just feel the touch of love that arrow deeEEp inside my heart from her...It soooo Damm precious I tell You...(May God bless Her) Oh man..tears start to flow already...nevermind, it's just me.I just Love.. my family. My grandDAD is so supportive...he's damm intelligent lar. You Know what, he wants me to be a Police office..gagaga. Yah..cos' he's once a policeman before la. I miss our nice chattin'..man. he always talk about his experiences as a police officer…jokin' around...create trouble with the bad guy…and even told me ways he hit the bad guy wif his hand cuff..Damm evil seh But yah that's how it should be done I suppose..Haha.. Well, in a Nutshells, I just want my family to be happy. I've been sacrificing my time...my energy just to lessen burden for them. Hey..I shouldn't waste my young energy u know. This young blood will one day be somebody (inya'ALLAH)Guys...this is time for us to show our CARE and LOVE to them. DON'T wait till last minute. Will terribly regret later..man. I'm not saying as if I've done the most deed to my family. But I m just trying to create awareness for myself and others. Well, for now, I been working every single days(excluding the days that I am too weak...yah right) I've been slotting my money in my "mini pouch" cos' of this licenses that really2 need to get...Oh man damm tiring..( hey no complains aZa..erm heh) Alrite2, I need to sleep now...to be continued when I'm free alrite.Bubye!!