Assalammualaikum

Hi guys...Its 3.44 AM in the morning and I feels so guilty right now. I've just scolded my friends with harsh words just now. Ouh man!! They don’t deserve that...Iam so sorry. You guys wont understand me...Iam sorry okay.

Tired. That's the only word to describe me right now but why am I still awake?? I keep editing my proposal cos' it exceed the maximum characters...Hmmm. Im so confused. I don't know who Im going to interview on. My mum? My uncle? hmmm I prefer that uncle...but he rather one me to choose my mum instead. Yes I know that IAm not to close to her...but Iam just to scared to get closer to her. Aza getting closer with his mother.Fuh! Dont get me wrong. She’s not even fierce at all to me. Im just wanna say that Love is so complicated, that’s all. From the bottom of my heart, I really hope that by doing so-getting closer with her- I will gain and grow my love for her. Although we wont be seeing each other everyday, but i do hope that one day, we will be seeing each other everyday...

I wanna share a story with you guys. Ever since this boy was a kid, his parent move away from him. All he knows at that time was a grandparent touch*. Only after nineteen years, he tent to realize the mother touch is getting warmer and warmer and he appreciated that although it come late. :)

Okays! ENuff of that. My tears are too free for this I guess.

Move on to my upcoming schedule…Hmmm. Oh yeah!
The good news is I’ll be helping my uncle chopping meat at Tampines mosque this Hari raya Haji..yeah! Hmm I’ve only got 1 years plus experiences in chopping. Can I make it? I guess can lar. No problemo. Heh I guess my hands are endurance enuff for sharp knife yeah.
The bad news is he’ll only be with me a while there and later he need to help the other mosque and left me alone with the other old* choppers!
[It’s not count by KG anymore…it’s okay if it’s 200KG but now its 200 SHEEPS* to chop- that’s what he say lar] Cool habis!
Cut cut cut! Here I come! For mosque sake, it okay with me. Heh.

Alrite lar enough of blogging…Sleeping time!
To Whom It May Concern: Iam so sorry abt jus now…Iam sorry
Assalammualaikum

Assalamualaikum...Peace everyone!

Im just damn worn-out!! I Need a break!

All the sacrifices ive made have gone to drain!! DRAIN!!

I've waste my MOneY!!

I've waste my Time!!

I've waste my enerGy!!

I Need a Break!!

I've hurt my friends!!

I've hurt my faMILy!!

I've hurt a lot!!

I Need a Break!!

I need my MUM!!

I need My grandmuM!!

I need my famiLY!!

I Need a break!!

I dont feel like blogging!!

I'LL Still be in teAM.. sorry guys..

I Need a Break!!


HEy!! Iam so Emo Right Now!!
I Need YOU!!

ArG!!
I Need to rest and work later!! but why must i save that large sum of money and burnt it like that?? why!!!!
is there any reasons behind it?? I suppose there are but i'm not sure what...I guess God want me to open my eyes wiDe enuff to see my surrounding...and have to careless about the unimportant stuff that never gonna lead me to any gd outcome...

The time have come for me to realise...
...who I am...to see who cares for me...to see who hates me...to be myself...to be back to sq 1...to be the usual hardworking guy...to be the usual caring guy towards his family...to be the usual guy that cares abt his future...to sacrifice himself just for his family...to be the usual guy that bring money every week jus to make his grandmUm smiles...

I want to be me again!!! I love You GrandMUM!! I really do... Tears*


~In the name of God, most Gracious, most Compassionate~
please make Me strong and leaD Me to the riGHt pathway~Amin

Assalamualaikum

Assalamualaikum...

When out just now...with my old fren danial!!HAhaha...sorrylah bro...Iam BZ with my stuff lah...so cant really lepaK with u guys often... and ZUL too. he's gone to malaysia for holiday and will be back in weEk time..MIss yah. Ouh yah!! RP Dikir BArat will be launchin' again!! and i hope more broZ will be interested in join our teAm cos' insyAllah we'll be performing this comin' Open HOuse...

and...bloody heLL UMAR!!! He smoke my favourite cigaritte ( Sampoerna Mentol) FUH!!!!! Ish!
ANgry man..! Aniwae thanks God Im able to push my mind towards the right decision...i gained back my stamina and dont wanna waste it like that...HAIZ!!! U noe wat?? i nearly smoke just now...lucky me!! I guess.
...den we wnt to raffles place...sit at the bay...and busting our lung OUT laughin' and laughin'...we were like playing some mind games and guessing...and there you go...everybody start getting excited to get the right answer.....our faces will be damn dull if we cnt get the right answer!!! heh
Oklah..nothin much to say...tomorrow insyAllah i'll be working BACK...and i pity him...Iam so sorry uncle...Orite...thats all for today...[like writting Rj seh]
BYE...Take CAring!!
Assalamualaikum

Assalammualaikum...

Yeah!! Its Holiday!!! Happy Holiday GUys... Wah!! Some of my friends going overseas man!! Thailand lar..Malaysia lar..Indonesia lar..Australia lar...New Zealand lar...CHey bah...so jealous. I can't wait for mine...this March.[the next holiday]

Anyway...I'll still enjoy this holiday. Wake-up late!! ha ha. No RJ!! Haha.

.....PP?? Errr...One BIG problem i need to face this holiday man. Its PP and work. My holiday wont be peace till I face my own music...as a butcher.What else to say...or yah I miss smoking for more than a month i guess...I miss you cigarrete..sob* where you go..i miss you so...ha ha ha

Thanks God...I am becoming more heathier...and with the help of silat's training, i gained back my stamina..yes!

Ouh yah...last saturday..been to NLB for my very first outdoor silat performance...FUN2!! Then, later we decided to go to VIVO CITY...NO need to mention the place lar...damn nice!.

Got the picZ uploaded! At last! Haha...

One more thing to share...I've been asking myself a lots of question lately...and a while ago I've been thinking WHy I hAve tO be JeAloUS wiTH peOple relationshIp??JuSt beCos Iam SinglE??

aniwae2...ENJOY THE PIC!!

Sorry...I dont mean to hurt you guys!!!hehe

We at VIVO....ENjoying uRself..hehe!!

The HAN+SOME Selatra The P+RETTY selatra

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