Peace..lovers..

It's 5.10 am..I haven't get any sleep yet...All because of the work that I need to do later on...Yeah..i really in need of money so this is the only way for me to continue working tomorrow cos if not i'll end up gettin' up at 1pm.. I've been doing this as in not sleeping and staying awake all day night for few times already ever since this holiday...haizz
This few weeks... alot of kenduri kawin projects need to prepare.Gosh..if ZuL said 20Kg was tiring...how was mine jusnow..190kg[for only one project] Only god knows...I've been gettin the most cuts on my hands this season..but nevertheless..thanks to God that give me the strenght to do what i suppose to do for my family..alhamdulilah.I wish i could share my personal life wif sombody special that would really appreciate me and care for me but sad to say...... It's okay..it's okay...
I hope i'll bring a bright future for my family,My GrandMUM...but I scared..i scared my hope will be gone...forever..ya allah...berikanku kekuatan dan curahkanku rezeki ya allah..

I was born to be like this and i wouldnt want to be like this all my life..insya'ALLAH....
it's 5.54am...jus the right time to go to work...Goodmorning bye..